Do you ever have those nights where you think you're worthless and no one likes you at all? So, you're there lying in bed think of the absolute worst situation you can be put in. You end up crying yourself to sleep. You pretend like it's you against the world, when it really isn't. I don't understand why I do that to myself. Sometimes, everything is too much to take. So, I lay in bed and I feel like the entire world hates me and wants me gone. And I end up daydreaming that in all these bad situations (which will most likely never happen) and cause myself to cry more. It's a mess. And then I wake up the next day thinking to myself, "What the fuck is wrong with me?"